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- Exercise
- Weight loss
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✨ My dash is dead ✨
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On the fence between Bonespo/thinspo and Fitspo. Like I want to be thin and look like I’m dying but I’m also wanting to be healthy and maintain my weight once i reach 119lbs… So I don’t know.
🍁 Reblog if you post about any of these 🍁
- Thinspo
- Fitspo
- Calorie counts/diets
- Exercise
- Weight loss
- Tips on losing weight/getting healthy
- Positivity
✨ My dash is dead ✨
Dreams of my UGW:
So I had a dream that I had met my Ultimate Goal Weight, it was so beautiful I cried when I woke up. This is how it happened, its kinda long.
Back story:
My mom is literally thinspo at home, all day, every day, 365 days a year. 5'8, size 0, thigh never touch even when sitting, D boobs, tiny waist, and size 6 in rings. I use to always be her size too until puberty hit and my depression kicked in. I just ate and read my books, so i got fat- 200lbs of fat. Being 5'10 I could carry it well but I was still “big”.
Dream:
I went home Halloween week to see my mom because I took time off and it was her birthday. It was a chilly fall morning and I had just got out of the car from an 8 hour drive. We were hugging and everyone in the family (aunts, uncles, and cousins) gathered at my grandmother house for the day to play and eat dinner. I walked inside the house with my bags and put them in the spare bedroom of my grandmothers’ house. There was a full length mirror in the corner of the bedroom raised on its legs (It was one of those tilty mirrors). My mom walks in, in all her beautiful glory and stands next to me in the mirror, leaning her chin on my boney shoulders. It was then that I had realized my shoulders were small and my collarbones could cut glass, jutting out from my skin. It continued to dawn on me and look at the rest of my body, it was just like her- small wrists, dainty waist, thigh gap that you could fit a book though. It was beautiful, I was beautiful, I felt euphoric. I had accomplished everything I wanted in life and I could FINALLY stand confidently in the mirror next to my mom who was smiling at me. She was beaming with pride at the women I had become and so had I.
It Motivated Me:
It was so palpable to me I almost forgot it wasn’t real. I know what I look like under these pounds of fleash, just like my mom. And that is what give me so much motivation, even now. I was 200lbs at 18 and obease, I dropped 60 lbs in 2 month and it wasn’t easy.
All the long nights of hunger pains so bad I felt like i was dying.
The amount of exercise I would still do even though I had beeen fasting for 3 days; I felt like my heart would be out of my chest.
The dinners I missed out on even when we went on vacation out of the country.
But, it was all worth it, every single bit of it. I loved feeling smaller every, single, day.
In The End:
I got comfortable with my weight and how good it felt. People were complimenting me, asking me how I did it and I wasn’t even skinny. I was considered “average” for my weight and age. But I have decided to continue on with my weightloss transformation and become a better me.
So this is my motivational letter to myself.
I will lose that 40lbs before Halloween, and 20more lbs by Christmas to reach my UGW!!!
- I still stop making excuses
- I will workout every day for an hour (minimum)
- I will fast 3 days a week
- I will drink 2L of water daily
- I will get 8 hrs of sleep each night
- I will work on school work first
- I will eat healthy and cut carbs and sugar
- I will be skinny by halloween 🕸
- I Will Feel Euphoric by Thanksgiving 🌬
- I WILL BE ETHEREAL BY CHRISTMAS ❄
Stay Safe Loves 🖤
When I say I’m not thin enough to have an ED..
-I mean my BMI is still at a healthy number
-I mean I never fast because it makes me too irritable and I don’t want to be angry or in a bad mood around people
-I mean I’m still not and have never been the “skinny friend”
-I mean I don’t LOOK thin.
-I mean my thighs jiggle
-I mean I don’t purge because I can’t. I don’t like puke
-I mean my arms aren’t dainty, they are large and jiggly
-I mean when I turn sideways, I’m still thick
- I mean my stomach isn’t flat
-I mean people NEVER tell me I’m too thin or I don’t eat enough.
-I mean I binge CONSTANTLY
-I mean I have no control
-I mean I don’t look sick
-I mean i cant go into recovery because I was never sick enough to begin with.
apart from the top one, I relate to every single one of these.
slightly unconventional thinspo
Because I’m a lil tired of the typical “I want a guy to notice me”… I just want something real
When you’re thin:
~you will feel your shoulder blades trying to slice through your back like bony little wings
~your under eye circles will become magnificent, like watercolour pools showing your dedication to this skinny hell
~your waist will be so tiny, everyone will have to wrap their arms around up to the elbows to hug you
~your bony knees knock together when you sit in your seat in the classroom, it’s a little uncomfortable but your thighs are so far apart it’s like they’re estranged sisters at thanksgiving dinner
~you’re so lightheaded, that you see stars all the time- your world has turned into a fucked up planetarium
~those collar bones don’t just “hold water”- they cut glass. They are clavicles some people would die for
~the boniness of your fingers feel so good clasped in the hand of another, like a string of pearls wrapped in silk
~you stay home instead of eating out with your friends- it’s bittersweet. You draw pictures of food instead, you work out, or drink tea.
~people will be a little scared or worried around you. You won’t mean to- but your body is too fluttery for them not to feel a little unnerved
This is terrifyingly beautiful to me
🎄 Thin by Christmas Thinspo 🎄
(Winter is my favorite time of year, I love winter fashion and makeup and I absolutely adore the holiday season, so since there’s about 6 months to December and I think most of us can make UGW by then, I wanted to make this post even though it’s off season! Good luck everyone!!)
🎄 Being completely enveloped in a sweater that barely fit you before, looking cozy and warm
☕ Fitting in with all the idealistic holiday imagery when going shopping instead of standing out like a tourist
⛄Taking aesthetic pictures that look like modeling shoots with all the Christmas lights and snow reflections
❄ Being fussed over by family members to bundle up “or you’ll get blown away!”
🌬 Going to family parties and getting comments about how much smaller and daintier you look
🎅 Getting presents that don’t fit you as well anymore (because people don’t know your current size) but looking good in baggy clothes anyway
🔔 Feeling graceful and elegant (as much as anyone can lol) walking in the snow instead of lumbering around like a bear
🌟 When you’re pale or ashy and cold you’ll look tragically beautiful, not sickly. (And people sympathise with that and want to warm you up haha)
you can scroll through as much thinspo as you like, but you’ll only get thin if you put the work in
Sweetspo (for myself)
Please don’t eat. PLEASE don’t eat. I know you think you don’t care right now. But you will. Look at all those clothes you want to buy when you’re skinny. Don’t you want to have those thin thighs and a small waist? Don’t you want to be delicate? Please don’t eat, honey. You can do this. You don’t need food. You’ll be okay. Just get through the day, and you can eat tomorrow. PLEASE look at thinspo, try as hard as you can to get back into this mindset. You can do this. You WILL be skinny.