negativespaceexploration

angel01011 angel01011

TRUTH

Just wanted to point out that I do this to die more than it is body goals.

I don’t want to fit in kids clothes or to need a belt to keep my jeans up. Even I can tell it’s pathetic thinking.

I do this because I want to die. because eating = feeding body = living longer

I starve myself because I hate myself and I want to die. I starve myself because i’m too coward to swallow the 98 pills I already bought and kept under my bed.

Not for the thigh gap or closing my fingers around my arms or having people look at me in ~~pity~~ envy.

BECAUSE I WANT TO DIE

I could sleep hungry and wake up thinner BUT… I can b/p so aggressively and damage myself and my heart and I could hurt myself even more. That’s why i’m more of a bulimic than anorexic. because it damages more.

And the thinspo bullshit and body checks I post? They’re all a facade and you all know damn well what’s best for you

skinnythighsprettylies

Things I can’t Wait to Hear:

hungryforsmol hungryforsmol

“Did you loose weight?”
“You look thinner lately!”
“I wish I had a thigh gap like yours!”
“You’re so small!”
“You look really good lately!”
“You are body goals!”
“I wish I was thin like you.”
“I wish I had your body!”
“Didn’t you use to be fat?”
“I’m jealous of your weight!”
“You’re the skinny friend.”
“You lost weight! You look great!”

skinnythighsprettylies

can’t wait to hear this 😻

bulimist

the-fit-diaries the-fit-diaries

food equals

food = acne

food= fat

food = sadness

food = self hatred

starving= clear skin

starving= skinny

starving= happiness

starving= body goals

i know which i would choose

On the fence between Bonespo/thinspo and Fitspo. Like I want to be thin and look like I’m dying but I’m also wanting to be healthy and maintain my weight once i reach 119lbs… So I don’t know.

@waitingforwinter710

skinniertobeprettier

thin-pumpkin

🍁 Reblog if you post about any of these 🍁

- Thinspo

- Fitspo

- Calorie counts/diets

- Exercise

- Weight loss

- Tips on losing weight/getting healthy

- Positivity

✨ My dash is dead ✨

Source: thin-pumpkin

breanabaebee

thin-pumpkin

🍁 Reblog if you post about any of these 🍁

- Thinspo

- Fitspo

- Calorie counts/diets

- Exercise

- Weight loss

- Tips on losing weight/getting healthy

- Positivity

✨ My dash is dead ✨

Source: thin-pumpkin

witheringbliss

meanspo?

tiny-dolll tiny-dolll

am i the only one who doesn’t like meanspo? :(
trying to achieve your goals shouldn’t be negative. you can achieve more and be happier if you think more positively instead ,
there’s no need to be cruel to other people using ‘meanspo’ when you can be motivating instead, and positively push them towards their goals

witheringbliss

meanspo?

tiny-dolll tiny-dolll

am i the only one who doesn’t like meanspo? :(
trying to achieve your goals shouldn’t be negative. you can achieve more and be happier if you think more positively instead ,
there’s no need to be cruel to other people using ‘meanspo’ when you can be motivating instead, and positively push them towards their goals

tinyfeatherx

Today I realized: the harder I try now, the sooner I’ll see my goals. The more excuses I make, the longer it’ll take to see results. So, go that extra mile, even when you don’t think you can.

Source: callmemoprah-blog

See, that’s what the app is perfect for.

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BECAUSE I WANT TO DIE

Things I can’t Wait to Hear:

food equals

🍁 Reblog if you post about any of these 🍁

🍁 Reblog if you post about any of these 🍁

meanspo?

meanspo?

Today I realized: the harder I try now, the sooner I’ll see my goals. The more excuses I make, the longer it’ll take to see results. So, go that extra mile, even when you don’t think you can.